just my thoughts

bigger. stronger. faster. smarter. creative-er

2006-04-28T19:54:00.000-07:00

i want to be the above than i was last year. lets make it happen.

my babies all growedesd up

2006-04-24T20:18:00.000-07:00

placed 6 of my babies on ilounge.com. *sniff* they growsed up so fast...

"face" grows up

2006-04-14T16:36:00.000-07:00

this was in my inbox this morning. courtesey of aaron ver, who has mysteriously disappeared from facebook:

QED or quod erat demonstrandum is the new version of face to be used in high society functions and places where the utterance of "face" may be seen as less than proper. (Acknowledgement to BWB23rd) The Face has now grown up.

Saturdays after Good Friday are now known as JDD or Jesus is dead day.

Jesus was the ultimate facer, he faced the Romans and will continue to face them every Sunday.

I have ordered the Sunday Times for Chesterfield Manor.

QED b*tches.
P.S. This email is yet another representation of how I am working to move Virginia Forward at all times.

P.P.S. Fasting on Good Friday = Aaron will die around 4pm

P.P.P.S You have been included on this email because of the relevance of one or more of the tutorials to your lifestyle.

let this be a lesson to you kids. dont do drugs. and dont move to virginia.

repeat

2006-04-11T19:05:00.000-07:00

chris holmes china has been on repeat on my itunes for about a week now. checked out his myspace site, and saw that he was linked to joshua radin. to my surprise, he actually produced radins last cd which i purchased off of itunes about a month ago. i wonder why itunes "just for you" did not recommend chris holmes to me. there has to be a more efficient way to discover music. pandora, last, and musicstrands all do not cut it. there needs to be some way to link all of the artists sites on muspace so that i can jump from artist to artist and not have to deal with all of the 12 year old girls on there and their thx for the add xoxoxoxoxoxo messages on that site. its no wonder that that site is full of pedofiles.

interesting read on the economics of myspace if you are interested.

been in a funk recently. things seem to be stuck on repeat. same monotony. days and weeks seem to blur together. like living in that movie, groundhog day.

i want to be here:

chris holmes - china

take it all in
instead of writing it down
trying to find a way
to get out of this town
seacrhing for contact
waiting on the last act
binding my time
because I'll never be back
hoping to find
that I'm one of a kind
willing to settle
for some piece of mind
I'm going to sail to china
or move to carolina
find my self some peace
and take myself some time to fall
and I'll fall and I'll fall
for the first pretty girl
and I'll give her my heart
and I'll make her my world
and we'll dance and dance and dance

we live and all we are
and all lives we're all unsure
all we do and all we see
and all we want and we need
all we feel and all we know
and all we hide and all we show
all take we take and all we give
and all we die and all we live

beyonce has sasha, em has slim, i have... gayness?

2006-03-28T18:54:00.000-08:00

i am by no means a fly on the wall in any new social situation. im loud, obnixious, crude, and an overall ass/dick the first time you meet me. for some reason, i demand attention. i dont make a "nice guy" impression. you meet me for the first time, you will remember me. and usually because im saying or doing something outlandish. so in new social situations, especially in ones where i pretty much do not know anyone, i will act a little bit nuts.

people have been known to transform into alter egos to rise to special occasions. beyonce becomes sasha before she performs in front of tens of thousands of screaming lunatics, eminem becomes slim shady before he gets angry and screams at his wife on his cds, clark kent becomes superman everytime he needs to save the world.

what do i become during these situations you ask? well a picture is worth a thousand words:

so it turns out one of my alter egos is a gay guy. and the more i drink, the gay-er i become. (ive always wondered why i hit people in the nuts when i drink... especially phil) who is this guy about to lick my face? i have no idea. why am i not having a problem with this? i dont really remember? is it because im so hammered that i am not aware of this guy trying to stick his tongue in my ear? maybe. was i so gone that i, in fact, thought he was a girl? also quite possible. maybe julia took me a gay bar instead of bohemia lounge. the possibilities are endless.

so to all of the people i met for the first time on saturday, i will be known as "the guy that that other guy was trying to lick." not sure if thats the lasting impression that i want to leave. maybe i should curb the drinking. just thought about it. nah.

how can you not love the sports guy?

2006-03-27T22:03:00.000-08:00

Rob (Stamford, CT): I originally felt bad for Nick Lachey when he found out Jessica was cheating on him ... but I must admit, I think Kristen from Laguna Beach is an upgrade? She's also about 6 years younger -- do you agree?

Bill Simmons: (1:47 PM ET ) I think he's a legend. What better way to get revenge on your ex after she slept with the guy from Maroon 5 then to sleep with a younger, dumber, hotter version of her? That must have driven Jessica nuts. I like Nick Lachey now, I want to hang out with him.

ps. post about weekend coming up

drool

2006-03-24T15:34:00.000-08:00

holy crap. they put air max 95's on the nikeid site...

no work at work?

2006-03-23T18:33:00.000-08:00

when you dont have much to do at work, which is a first for me in the last 2 months or so, you really dont know what to do with yourself. i basically closed out the projects that i needed to close out for the day at 4pm. dinner plans at 7:30 pm. that is 3.5 hours for me to sit on my bum and not do much.

thank god for cbs sportsline, which has kept me entertained for the last 2 hours or so. the only thing that sucks about this is that they do not play the games that they play in your region, so im watching memphis spank bradley, while duke is slowly losing a nail-biter. cmon now cbs. let the people stuck in their cubicles watch what they please. just show the commercials during the breaks and you wont lose out on advertising. hell you could even deploy some sort of marketing gimmic so that viewers could click on the advertisements and get some sort of discount... thats what i would have done. and im smart. listen up cbs. ill take you to the promised land.

i also got to chat with kingsley

skratchnsnift: you aint fresh azmiz
ninjaws: um
ninjaws: what?
skratchnsnift: you aint FRESH AZIMIZ
skratchnsnift: c'mon brotha
ninjaws: is that 50 cent?
skratchnsnift: um
skratchnsnift: bow wow
ninjaws: haha
ninjaws: im kinda glad i dont know that

update:

2006-03-23T15:58:00.001-08:00

deb and i are now tertiary friends

ninjaws: OOORRR
ninjaws: i go home and take a nap
ninjaws: and not go to dinner
dEb BiEwEb BiE44: do that and you'll become obsolete in my life
ninjaws: whatever
ninjaws: im already a secondary friend
dEb BiEwEb BiE44: ahaha
dEb BiEwEb BiE44: you said it.
dEb BiEwEb BiE44: now you will be a non-existent friend
ninjaws: thats not too bad
ninjaws: thats just like falling off the last rung of the ladder
ninjaws: wont be a painful experience at all
dEb BiEwEb BiE44: ewww
dEb BiEwEb BiE44: ass

and then i read about this stupid girl on the news. 24 years old... imagine what else you could trick her with. i wonder if she knows that there is no santa claus. in the words of napoleon dynamite. "friggin idiot!"

smart

2006-03-23T15:58:00.000-08:00

"as long as the ups are really up and theres more ups than downs."

decision making right there. who needs expected value when you have that?

never again?

2006-03-03T17:16:00.000-08:00

we were just talking about this last night. and by "we," i mean the faithful 6 of us (me, larry, jack, chris x2, and gookie) who were always down to:

drive 30 miles (gookie and larry)
drink copious amounts of alcohol (gookie, larry, jack)
get completely hammered (me, chris x2, jack)
get in all sorts of compromising situations (all of us at various times to various degrees.. yes even larry... remember the dry-heave girl)
and drive all the way back under various levels of being under the influence.

we did that for about 7 months straight. every weekend until we decided that:

a) we were bored of the city.
b)we were still queasy from last weekend.
c) we probably didnt want to run into anyone we knew up there because of last weeks transgressions.

while i still enjoy going up from time to time pouding and throwing back a few, there will probably never be another time in my life where i will be drinking and partying that hard for that amount of time. im sure i will still have my fair share of 48% nights, considering i drink like a little asian girl, but those moments might be few and far between.
which leads to this: have i passed my heyday of insanities? or will there be something in the future? like in old school? will there ever be a time like summer '04- spring '05?

2006-03-02T17:37:00.000-08:00

hm. might start blogging here instead.